We remain optimistic that Rose is doing good. She has
been seeing her doctor regularly. By the way, Rose is married to Dave.
I know I am slow to post but I thought everyone knew.
March 31, 2011
Rose had a checkup and an MRI scan and she is doing good.
She still has good and bad days and is looking forward to each day. She
wishes to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers.
November 29, 2010
Rose had her bone marrow transplant where they used
her own stem cells. She is doing good and has her days.
Thanks for all the well wishes.
October 9, 2010
After 4 chemo treatments, Rose goes to
Miami Oct 11, 2010 to start the procedures for her transplant which will
take place on Oct 21, 2010. In lieu of a donor, her stem cells will be
harvested and utilized. Thank you for all your thoughts and well wishes.
August 8, 2010
Rose is doing as well as can be expected. She tires
easily and therefore must take it easy. She is home for one more week
then goes back to Miami for another chemo treatment. Every day she feels
the chemo working inside her but she is not liking the effects. More
info later. Lucia
July 30, 2010
The cancer is back (stage II)
and Rose is under going chemo again leading up to a bone marrow
transplant. She had chemo this past week and is home resting. She will
be out of work for the next 6 months due to the heavy doses of chemo she
will be undergoing. We will try to keep all updated on her progress.
15November09
Rose is having to go to Miami for a bone marrow
consultation within the next few weeks. Her doctor feels it would be a
good idea just to get the information. We pray that it never amounts to
anything more. We will keep you posted.
Thanks
16Oct09
Rose is still doing good. Her favorite t-shirt states:
I didn't survive cancer to die of stress
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She is in remission
Thank you all for your support and kindness through
this.
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Current mood: blessed
Had my Bone Marrow Biopsy
today. It was so much more
painful than the last time.
Hopefully the results will be
back in two weeks, May 19th is
my next Dr. Appt. I am in alot
of pain right now and am on
Lortab. Its working ok. I have
been having pain in my hips and
will be evaluated in two weeks,
the chemo might have something
to do with it.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Current mood: tired
I saw Dr. Venkatappa on Wed. and
from the Pet scan results he
thinks I am in remission. I
have one more test to determine
that, its the Bone Marrow
Biopsy. I have that on May 5
and it will take a few weeks to
come back. I will let everyone
know. If I am in remission we
all must get together and
celebrate!
All the prayers and well wishes
have been working.. lets hope
the Bone Marrow does not show
anymore cancer.
Thanks Everyone!! :)
Friday, April 03, 2009
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Chemo a week ago
Current mood: animated
Its been a week since my last chemo. I have to be honest
here and say I dont want anymore freakin chemo. Don't get
me wrong, my Dr and Nurses are awesome, I trust them with my
life.
I just am sick and tired of being poked and prodded, going
to the Dr weekly, sometimes twice a week. I don't want
anyone touching me, poking me, prodding me, giving me shots,
giving me chemo. I think about all of that and it makes me
want to throw up. I sit and think about what it is they are
putting into my body and I just want to run, far far away.
I can smell the Dr's office from anywhere and really I just
want the Cancer to go away and not return. I want to be
normal again and just live my life.
Thursday,
January 22, 2009
Monday's
Chemo
Current mood: animated
Well I
had chemo this past Monday, to
say I feel like shit is an
understatement
.
I have been sick to my stomach
for days. Last week Dr.
Venkatappa told me the 2nd half
of my chemo will be worse
.
So yea its true. I am pissed I
have cancer, feel like my life
is on fast forward for some
reason
.
I also found out dont be
surprised if I get two extra
chemo doses, so freaking
great!! I dont want anymore
chemo to be honest. I am tired,
plain tired and sick of sitting
there letting them put poison in
my body
,
my body feels alien to me.
I am angry
,
confused
and scared
.
Well that about sums it up. I
need to get off the rock, out of
the Keys and have some life
enjoyment soon or I am going to
self destruct. Peace Out
Monday, December 29, 2008
Fridays Chemo
Current mood:
chill
Had chemo on
Friday, it went ok. I had that reaction
again and they told me I will have it
with every treatment. Oh Goody. I have
been feeling more sick to my stomach
than usual.
Monday, December 08, 2008
Fridays Chemo
Current mood: breezy
As promised here is my latest
blog.
I had chemo on Friday, it went
well. I had a reaction again, but I
recognized the symptoms so it I
didnt wait to tell my nurse so it
wasnt so bad. Been a bit tired,
saving my energy for certain
things. My shot for my white blood
count never made it to my doctors
office so I have to go back
tomorrow.
Cuz sent Peanut Chews from
Philly.... I just got them.. YUM YUM
YUM
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
WTF
Current mood:
lonely
For the past two days I have felt really down. Dont know
why... maybe because I have been thinking about the
future??????????????
I went to the Dr. on Monday because the area around my chemo
port has been hurting. The nurse tried to get blood from my
port and I nearly jumped out of my skin. She sent me to the
hospital to meet with the Radiologist to get a port study done.
I told them they need to numb the area or they are not sticking
any needles in the port. Well I got my wish and 6-8 needles
later they got blood from my port, its great that there is no
blood clot. I do have an infection though, they narrowed it
down to that, dont know how, but they did. On some antibiotics
for 10 days.
Tomorrow I go to get my blood counts, then hopefully on
friday I get chemo again. Am I scared.... uuhhh hell yea. We
all know what happened the first time, I dont want a repeat of
that at all...too scary.
I feel like I need to go somewhere to think..but where. No
clue..but I will figure it out within the next few weeks. Who
knows..............
Monday, December 1, 2008
Bad News
Current mood:
bummed
From Lucia: Today Rose went to the doctor's office
due to pain around her port. The doctor's office sent her to the
hospital emergency room thinking she had something wrong with the port.
She had a dye test done to determine if there was some kind of blockage.
After a couple of hours of being at the hospital the dye test went ok.
It turns out that she has an infection and was put on antibiotics.
Hopefully with taking the antibiotics she will be able to have chemo on
Friday............
Love and light to all.....................
Monday, November 24, 2008
Bad News
Current mood:
bummed
Went to my weekly blood check appt.
today, cant get chemo next week because
my platlet count is low. WTF I was so
looking forward to progressing in my
treatments and beating Lymphoma into
remission. Dec. 5th is the next try.
Hair Update. I promised I would
write about shaving of the head so here
goes. I feel like a fuckin freak to be
totally honest. Those that know me well
know I like complete and total honesty
and I also give the same in return. Had
to shave the head because its falling
out in clumps and all over me and the
house.
I feel less of what I used to be
without my hair. Hair isnt
anything/everything but I think women
use it to define feeling like a woman.
I am not taking this part easy and I am
thinking this is the hardest part for
me. Just not taking this well and from
what I heard from other cancer patients
most women feel the same way.
As my friend Todd reminded me the
other day, you need nothing but
greatness in your life right now, good
people with the best intentions for god
sake you are fighting for your life and
dont have the time or energy for
anything else, if its easy keep it, if
its rough and weak or you have to worry
about it then get rid of it. Surround
yourself with positive people only
getting and seeking out the best and
greatest life has to offer. And boy is
he right (dont tell him that, he doesnt
have myspace and will never know I think
he is right) Only the best will do
right now!
Love and Peace....
Rosie
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Freakin Tired
Current mood:
aggravated
Today I really felt what it was like to feel freakin
helpless.
I came home from work and was severely tired, took a shower and
went right to bed. I had NO energy to get out of bed. WTF. The
Dr. said next week will be a bad week as far as energy goes then
back up and then another round of chemo. OH Goody.
I am having trouble relying on people to help me, I am used
to doing everything myself and having to rely on others scares
me. I was told I need to learn to take the help being offered
and also to listen to my body when its telling me its tired,
take a dang break. Cancer fxxking SUCKS
but
its going down! Sorry for the cursing, but I am pissed.
Also I found out the Cancer is in 27% of my Bone Marrow which
makes it a stage IV Lymphoma.
I also had a lot of hair chopped off today because its
starting to fall out.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Chemo Today
Current mood:
sleepy
I got the rest of my chemo today, not very thrilling but
needed. I feel ok just a bit tired. Glad my daddy is coming
back from Philly tonight, he is bringing some Italian goodies so
that will make me feel better
I have not had a reaction to this treatment, they say in two
weeks my hair will start falling out.
Monday, November 03, 2008
First Chemo Treatment
Current mood:
hopeful
I had my first Chemo treatment today. I got so sick they had
to stop the medicine a few times. I got red all over and had
trouble breathing. The treatment took longer because of all the
stopping. I had three emergency shots of medicine to take care
of the side effects. I also got the chills and threw up 6x
.
I have to go back tomorrow and finish the rest of my Chemo
treatment, hopefully tomorrow will be a lot better than today.
I forgot to add that I was given Rituxin. From what the
nurse told me it goes right to the tumors and explodes them and
thats why I had such a reaction to it. Patients getting this
medication have a better chance of not relapsing by up to 50% as
opposed to therapy without it. And that my friends is very good
news.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Chemo
Current mood:
optimistic
Chemo starts on Monday, @ 10:30am at the
Cancer Center on the Blvd. next to the kia dealership. I will
be there for 6 hours, stop by if you have a few minutes. :)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Bone Marrow Biopsy
Current mood:
relieved
So today was the day of my Bone Marrow Biopsy. I must say it
was much different than what I expected.
Dr. Venkatappa went over my Bone Scan results and my Pet Scan
results. Bone Scan came back normal. Pet scan showed the
Lymphoma is in all my Lymph Nodes, spleen, liver and parts of my
bone. The Dr. is extremely optomistic which makes me feel
better. The new regimn is Chemo 1x every three weeks for 6
cycles starting next week. So of course I asked him if I can
have some alcoholic drinks this weekend, he said yes, but dont
go over board.
The Bone Marrow Biopsy was very interesting. The nurse got
all of the items the Dr. needed laid out. I was like you need
all that stuff to take bone marrow, she was like, yea. So OK I
didnt go to medical school but it seemed like a lot of stuff.
Anyway there was also this ice pick looking tool, I said you are
using that on me, she said no, the Dr. is. So I almost ran out
of there with my tail in between my legs, but since I dont have
a tail... I had to stay.
The Dr. came back in and we joked around for a few, told him
if he could take his bone marrow instead of mine that it would
be cool with me. Ahhh he didnt fall for that so he tells me lay
down and pull down your pants. Typical man! haha
They prepped me, I wasnt allowed to look, they covered me
up. My hip was like oh hell no that needle is not going in me.
Two numbing needles later and ice pick is coming towards me.
HHmm.. too late to run now. It didnt hurt, but there was a bit
of pressure, the more I stiffened up, the more pressure so I
tried to relax. I did curse at times, no surprise there. They
were trying to distract me, but it wasnt working. But we all
know how I like to entertain with my conversation so I kept
talking.
When he took a piece of my bone I kinda felt it. So basically
pressure was felt, a little uncomfortable, but bearable. I saw
the bone marrow and the piece of bone he took, uh ouch.
I cant shower for 24 hours (wtf again, I just started using
two hands to shower again, have not been able to shave my legs
yet though) I cant take baths or swim for over a week until the
hole heals. The pain medication is starting to wear off so I
can feel pain, but Lortab is a big helper.
Dr. Venkatappa and his staff did an awesome job, happy he is
my Dr. Trust him completely.